Dilemma Struck

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 I have been dreaming about this moment forever

Now I'm living it, however 

It stopped making me contented and blissful 

I'm just nervous and tearful 


The clear picture has now blurred

Emotions sturred 

Confusions are piled

It has faded, my smile


I have no clue what I want 

Thoughts about future and nightmares haunt

Granted it's just overthinking again

But it's just a never ending chain


Don't know where life will take me

Full of hurdles it may be

It's exciting and scaring

But might be happiness bearing.


~Reya



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